Sometimes i wish that i could be out in the open about this, and as i say this i feel like i never could be. But for example my boyfriend's brother was ( and i guess still is ) addicted to cocaine. I relate myself to him alot and feel like in someway were in the same boat with addiction. and i think because of all the trouble he got into and how many times he messed up in recovery....everyone knows about it. Not that i want to be known as the girl with the eating disorder(not at all) but i can't seem to help being a bit jealous that he goes out and gets the help that he needs, AA meetings a sober house, rehab.And that thats ok with everyone. Yea they know he messed up but it can be understood that he needs help with it. I just wish i could do some of those things and have it accepted
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