Ok well, I'm a recovering binge/purge type ana and finally I've been able to get back to a some what healthy place. I wont get to far into detail but I was underweight, obsessed about food, and physiclly starting to get real sick (no period for months, yellow skin, weak, you know how it is when you starve for a long time). Anyway, now I've started overeating. It realy sucks I feel like I can barely control myself, and my weight has jumped(CW: 118-119; LW:105; just in October:112; height: 5'7). I wont lie I hate being fat and all I want is to loose the weight again but I keep overeating; I guess I'm just not used to eating like a normal person. Does anyone have advice on how to stop pigging out without doing the unhealthy thing, I don't want to be sick again but I can't gain anymore weight its just too depressing and I'm real close to going back to my old habits.
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