I feel really shallow to say this but....next semester I am moving in with a friend and her boyfriend is moving in with my boyfriend...and well...she is smaller than me and it sucks. It sounds so stupid and crazy but there is a voice in my head that keeps whining like " i want to be the skinnier one". I doing good on my diet but it really does give me more movtivation to lose the weight. not doing it purging but healthy. does anyone ever feel this way. I feel so jealous and mean...i love my friend...but i do feel like I want to look better and be the "better looking" girlfriend. I KNOW if I told anyone this they would think I was some crazy jealous bitch but its not like that. Any help?
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