I have been suffering from an ed for about 8 years. I am bulimic/anorexic. I try to eat as little as possible, and when I do eat I cannot keep it down. I have spurts when I will go a month and have no urge to binge and purge, or to starve myself. I think I am all better, than BAM!!! It's back!!! Throughout my whole pregnancy i just ate like a normal person. Than when my baby was 4 months it came back. I did good for a few months after that and now it i back again. I just ate so much and threw it all up. I feel awful I hate this. I was sitting here thinking I want to get better so bad. Than I thought but if I stop will I get fat? I am so tired of not enjoying my day until I get my workout in. Why do I think I am fat I am 100lbs but I still look fat in the mirror! What is wrong with me? Does anyone get it,........
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