I have gone from one addction to the next in my lifetime, I suffered loss in my teenage years, I LOST my family. I was addopeted by different family members. I shut down. Instead of talking, I have numbed myself with addiction. It's either, everyone worst friend Ana (I always called my anerexica that too) or alchol, or binge eating. I think I use this to escape having to trust other people, has anyone else been going threw this? I just feel sedated from my problems when I use addiction, I don't have to deal with them, soooo says the shrink.
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