Somedays I'll be feeling happy. Things will be going fine. I wont have any major problems except the usual things niggling at the back of my mind. I'll be in a happy mood. Then suddenly....I'll get in a mood. And feel all down. And depressed. Its really hard because if im with my boyfriend I start taking it out on him. I start questioning if I should be with him and stupid things like that. Im so in love with him, I'd do anything for him. I couldnt live without him. So these thoughts are just stupid. But After a while of me being down I'll be happy again. I dont understand why I feel like this. Is this something to do with and ED or depression? xxxxx
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