im absolutely not trying to trigger with this message!!! but im wondering if i have an ed? i eat about 800 cals per day, but i burn off at least 2000 in exercise....i weigh myself every morning and if i have gained, i dont eat at all that day....sometimes i just dont eat because the thought of food freaks me out....im scared to death of being fat or gaining weight.....im currently a size 2, but all i want is size 0.....i cant even tel if im hungry or not anymore....my stomach makes sounds but i cant tell if its hunger or pain from a work out, or somethign else, but i just dont respond!!! also if i feel ive eaten "too much" (evn if its a "normal" sized meal to anyone else) then i make myself throw up, because i feel bloated.....Im just confused.....also im literally addicted to thinspo pics....if i feel like eating, i look at pics until i dont want to eat anymore.....please i need feedback.....no one else i know seems to understand this.....
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