ive been eating for the past week to reach my target weight but its trigered my purging and iv been doin it everyday several times and i hate it i hate purging and i hate the fact that ive put on weight i dont want to carry on but i still dont want to fall off track and go back to loosing weight now ive come so far but im scared im about to. i really think that i mite give in to temptation tomorrow and let it all begin again iveonly just figured that goin to th gym is a trige for me once i do exercise i have to keep going and thn i dont eat after because i think it makes goin 2 the gym pointless but im dying to go back to the gym 2mo for the first time in a week it will be make or break i think.
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