I'm not sure if i have an eating disorder or not. My friends used to be worried about me being anorexic, even though I'm not that skinny. I don't make myself throw up. But at times I starve myself. I have such a huge fear of being fat, since middle school I have tried diet pills, hundreds of diets, and sometimes I will do some serious exercising. After I broke up with my boyfriend and sent him to jail, I barely ate anything for about a month and ending up losing 10-15 pounds. Everyone says I'm not fat but i still think i am and am always trying to lose weight. When i see i have gained a pound, even just 1, I will seriously cut back on my eating. When it comes to eating, I'm extremely picky and will not eat infront of people that I'm not comfortable with. I just recently heard of selective eating disorder, and wondered if i have that. Like I dont eat a lot of foods, wont eat meat unless its chicken or beef. I mainly just stick to pasta, fruits, and veggies. My stomach also doesnt agree with a lot, i constantly feel like puking, but my mom blames that on my anxiety.
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