lately iv noticed myself saying some weird things..like instead of thinking "im hungry" i think "my stomach needs food".. instead of saying "im cold" il say "my arms are cold" or "the rooms is cold".. its so weird.. or like instead of "im fat" its "my body has fat on it because i feed it too much".. i have so much trouble accepting the fact that my body is a part of me.. i look at it as a pet that i have to take care of or just keep alive basically.. i also cant stand being hugged touched or even looked at.. i cant bare someone looking at me:(.. its like im thinking "oh god theyre looking at IT" instead of "theyre looking at me".. i feel like im crazy.. anyone know why the f*** this is happening???:(
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