guys I am absolutley freaking out. Pretty much I found out lat night at like midnight that my college is begging me to leave Campus and get help for my eating disorder. This totally sucks. I am So unbelievably scared right now. I'm going to feel like such a failure for leaving and not finishing my first year of college. I feel like such an idiot and I don't think i'm that sick, but apparently I am. I just can't but help to feel like a failure right now, i hate myself. Does anyone know anything about Remuda Ranch or have been there for treatment? My parents are extremely skeptical right now because when i went to two places last year i just got worse and "learned tricks". My world has totally turned upside down in the past 24 hours.
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