I followed my meal plan all last week. However, I have just decided that it is too tough. I struggle with anorexia. I went into treatment in 2004, did well for a little over a year. However, I have been just getting worse. The weight is just coming off, I am not hungry, I think that I am fat, and I really don't want to gain the weight back. I fear continue with my meal plan and gaining weight. I am not happy with my body at any weight. I do bone counts and I am afraid that there will be too much fat there if I cannot feel each individual bone. I want to know if anyone else feels this hopeless or feels so ambivalent towards recovery. I am just so confused and it seems so easy to stay sick. Help me please
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