Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I was really doing good since last Friday. I was trying to eat 3 times a day and not purge and today I slipped up - all it took was half a little bitty bagel and I my mind said...."you can't keep that bagel down, you might as well eat whatever you feel like and just go purge all of it" so I ate a piece of chocolate and snuck off to purge - even after the promises I made to co-workers and family.
Maybe I really do need to go to inpatient - I am so sick of failing at this.
Maybe I really do need to go to inpatient - I am so sick of failing at this.
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Ya know what? I just slipped up myself last nite. After almost a MONTH! But I know I'll get through it, because I have support. And if you need support, I'm always here to chat.
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I so feel your pain. Im trowing up 1-5 times a day. I try and keep food down on the weekends...cus everyone is around... but man. That feeling of well hell might as well just eat a whole bunch and purge cus its easier w/ more food in you then not is miserable. I cant stop not yet. Im so afraid someone will find me fat and empty dead over a toilet bowl somewhere. Wow life is great.
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I am afraid of the dying part too; my doctor cautioned me that with purging death can be imminent vs. simply restricting and I do both. My liver is bad too from alcoholism but I still cannot seem to stop. I am wondering if perhaps inpatient is the best option for me right now....
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
