Your stomach has probably shrunk, or you perhaps have an inflamed stomach lining (called gastritis). I would consult your doctor, and in the meantime, try to eat foods like saltines and soup and liquid nutrition drinks (Ensure, Boost, CIB, etc).

i cant consult my doctor...my parents get pod every time they hear anything about eating problems with me.

when i get out of school in october next year ill be able to but until then my body needs to wait

Your body cannot wait. If your parents aren't willing to help, go to the next best thing: a school counsellour, a neighbour you trust, a friend's parent, a religious leader. If you put your health on hold, severe consequences will be the result.

And girl, you're 22 years old. Not to be too blunt, but you're an adult now. Your parents may be your financial link right now, but you have to look out for your own well-being!

Do you have a school nurse?

no i dont have a school nurse...i think my teachers know somethings going on cause they constantly are asking me if im gonna eat lunch...but i dunno...and yesterday for some reason they were guessing ppls weight and she seemed to know mine...which im sure she knows is not a healthy weight and will start making me et lunch

No one can "make" you eat unless you are taken to a hospital by your parents and have an NG tube forcibly inserted. If you allow your stomach to shrink any further, you may have to be be hospitalised anyway, and the tube will be your only way to live.

Please don't think about what others are thinking or saying. I know it's hard to take care of yourself, because you may not feel you are worth it (at least thats how it is in my case), but YOU ARE WORTH IT.

And actually, I just remembered you're 22 from my last posts- now that you're an ADULT you cannot be forcibly taken to a hospital, even. So you REALLY need to step up and be your own advocate.

I know they can't make me...but with them sitting there watching me and buying me something i have to at least take a bite of whatever it is....and also to keep myself from getting too dizzy...ive already been to the hospital about two years ago from that and other stuff and i really dont care if that happens again

Okay, then GO! Please take care of yourself. You are your best advocate.

i cant miss school and i dont want them to all know for sure they can guess around it but they dont need to know...ill just call my therapist later maybe....we'll see what happens today

I won't say anymore to try and persuade you. Your body is showing you that it's hurting, and you may not have a lot of time. You never know. As for school, just say bye-bye to that if this is the path you continue down. (I had to medically withdraw from university after I became to ill to even go to school.)

And honestly, who gives a shit what your school or friends or others think? If anything, it's HONOURABLE to try and recover and get help for yourself.

Sorry, getting frustrated.

sorry i frustrated you...i'll call my therapist tooday and see what she says