Whenever I get depressed I deprive myself of food. Food is the only thing that I feel I have control of. Its almost like I am punishing myself for having these sad feelings. I do eat, but as I am eating I feel like I want to throw up. Nothing tastes good to me, and most of the time I end of eating a few bites and feeling full. I guess it's not a bad thing to loose a few pounds, I could use it. I don't excercise and do have periods where I eat alot. I always feel guilty after eating all of those damn calories, but I don't make myself throw up. I don't think I have an eating disorder because I do eat, and I don't throw up....but I am starting to realize that maybe something is wrong....what do you think?
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