I was sitting here thinking...I got a bad dye job yesterday and ED told me that stuffing myself was the answer. He PROMISED that if I would just eat more food I would feel better. I fought him off, angrily, but I fought him and I'm glad I did because today I realized how ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS ED's logic is. ED's logic goes something like this... You had a bad day? EAT massive amoutns of food. You had a good day? EAT massive amounts of food. You had an in between day? EAT massive amounts of food. I'm learning that ED isn't very creative in his coping skills and his solution always makes me feel helpless, hopeless, and lethargic! I have one thing to say to ED...YOU SUCK!
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