
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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i feel the familiar 'thing' creeping up on me.
i am doing well, fighting against the thoughts that tell i am fat..
i am just not eating as much as i should..or as regular.
i am scared because this is how my eating disorder was just a short 4 months ago.
i'm afraid that even though i do not always have the bad thoughts associated with the eating disorder, that just not eating right, will cause me to fall hard again..
it's like sneaking up on me..
sometimes i can see it...and other times not.
i am not sure if it's just thoughts..just the eating disorder, or a real actual separate part of me..
i thought i used to know what the eating disorder was...
although, i am starting to feel more anxious and stressed lately, so maybe just thinking about this, makes it worse...
i went to the eating disorder assessment today..
the only group they have is once a week for an hour and a half.
the leader will just talk...mostly about things i already know..related to eating disorders.
and....then i guess i will see a nutritionist..
it makes me sad to not have an actual daily outpatient program to go to..
i am doing well, fighting against the thoughts that tell i am fat..
i am just not eating as much as i should..or as regular.
i am scared because this is how my eating disorder was just a short 4 months ago.
i'm afraid that even though i do not always have the bad thoughts associated with the eating disorder, that just not eating right, will cause me to fall hard again..
it's like sneaking up on me..
sometimes i can see it...and other times not.
i am not sure if it's just thoughts..just the eating disorder, or a real actual separate part of me..
i thought i used to know what the eating disorder was...
although, i am starting to feel more anxious and stressed lately, so maybe just thinking about this, makes it worse...
i went to the eating disorder assessment today..
the only group they have is once a week for an hour and a half.
the leader will just talk...mostly about things i already know..related to eating disorders.
and....then i guess i will see a nutritionist..
it makes me sad to not have an actual daily outpatient program to go to..

deleted_user
hang in there! Just keep reaching out and talking to people. You can fight this!
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