I'm trying to decide whether or not to go to church today. I felt so bad about myself after last week. I really want to go because I love the people that go there, but I just don't think I need another Hell Fire and Damnation sermon pointed toward me. I would like to ask the Pastor if he really thinks what I'm doing to myself is really worthy of going to Hell, but I don't know if I dare. I am such a private person and very rarely talk about what is going on with me. I'm wondering if it is an ed thing. Even if I'm dieing inside I'm always "Great" when anyone asks me how I'm doing. I'm so grateful for this site, cause I can talk about what is really going on and not be judged. Thank you for that.
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