So, as you can tell by my subject... i'm a bit freaked out right now... yesterday was crazy... I ate some chocolate in the am and then had a half a brownie after lunch, and had chocolate birthday cake at dinner..... I am so tired and so tired of being torn... part of me wanted it, wanted more of it... and part of me is so angry with myself, feels like such a failure... like i can feel the fat growing on my as i type... and now tonight is my brother's birthday party, tomorrow is another big dinner, and sunday is my mom's birthday... more cake... more food... more chocolate.... i just wish for one day i could have a break from all of this and just relax and actually enjoy it..
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