I am a compulsive eater. I eat when I am upset and lately that is just about everyday. Today, I just cannot stop eating. I got some really bad news about my mom and now we are waiting for results of a test that will happen tomorrow first thing in the morning so now I have been sitting at work crying and eating. I have gotten nothing really accomplished, except for answering phone calls. I wish I could just stop but I cannot. There are times I wish I could just stop living also but I also know if I did something my husband would have to raise our son and I don't want that to happen since I love my son. It is lunch time now so will write again later. I think I will go to an OA meeting tonight and get the support I think I can get there.
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