
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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So I suppose the constant bothering from my family is taking a toll on me. The past few days, especially last night, have been tougher. I'm seeing myself falling back, i.e. counting calories, slowly decreasing it, wanting to exercise more, feeling it's not enough and maybe I am gaining, weighing myself [though not obsessively yet], and worst of all - I've been extremely, extremely tempted to purge now [instead of restrict]. There have been times where I've had to speak to myself to make sure I wouldn't do it, and to purposely avoid bathrooms because I wasn't sure what I'd do; and when I did end up there, I was half ready to try it, half scared still.
So far nothing has come of it, but I'm afraid that it may, soon. And I've been doing so great...
So far nothing has come of it, but I'm afraid that it may, soon. And I've been doing so great...
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Hope that you start to feel better. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
Dinner is in a few, so I guess we'll see how I feel afterwards.
And of course happy Thanksgiving! :D
I wish I hadn't of binged and purged the first time, because I think it's so much harder to stop once you've done it just that once. Please be stronger than what I was. Don't let it happen the first time. Congratulations for being strong, I know you can do it. We can all do it.