I often tend to eat away my troubles, stuffing myself with assortments of junk foods consisting of different chips, cookies, friut snacks,cakes, and left overs from dinner the previous night. But recently, I have become more aware and worried about my image. I wanted to find a way to be able to keep binge eating and yet, get skinnier and better looking. So I resorted to bulimia. I know of the danger that bulimia brings, but I still continue to do it often. I usually just stick my left hand (my dominent hand) far down my throat untill I vomit, but at times I use a pen or a Q-tip. When I make myslef vomit, I feel so much better, believing that it is helping me even though I know it is a dangerous thing. Can anyone else relate to my experience? Please let me know.
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