i put on over 50 lbs from my pregnancy.I am so fat now and i have been throwing up again but i dont want to anymore.I have a kid and i dont want to let him think this is ok like my mom let me think.my teeth are all messed up....i have to hide it from my husnband,i wait for him and my son to go to sleep then i binge and purge.i get so stressed out.After i throw up i feel so empty and so calm,so in control.i told myself i would never let myself get this fat again and here i am 186lbs,size 16.i cant stand to look in the mirror.i used to be a 5 for christ sakes!I dont know how to do it the right way.I am almost afaraid to exercise,embarresed too.
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