im not even sure if i want help or not... im so fat its ruining my entire life. i used to love clothes and now...i wear the same pants for weeks at a time becuase i can face putting new ones on and i refuse to shop because it grouses me out i hate it. i throw up til i bleed, i have used so many laxatives they barely take effect anymore. i got to the point i would should the back sides of razors down my throat becuase i couldnt vomit anymore. I have no gag reflex whats so ever, and im still fat. i see no point in living fat. some days i gourge myself out of almost pumnishment, than dont eat for a day. I once went 4 days without any food, that may not sound like much to others but ti was hell for me. I guess i just want someone who understands. I tried explaining it to my husband, his solution is to watch me evertime i eat or go near the bathroom which just makes it worse. does anyone understand? is anyone still reading this? im sorry i went on for so long, i guess im desperate. thank you
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