Things are getting to much, and its not because of me or Ana. Its everyone else, today I was doing so well, and then my mum makes me eat some dinner. I wish they didnt interfere, I wish the NHS would stop interfering the doctors, my cpn, my ED psych stop stop stop. They want me to be an inpatient otherwise will end up sectioning me. I have nothing wrong with me. The thing I have I am happy with, she looks after me, tells me the things I need to hear, cares for me, makes me feel good, so whydo they want me to get rid of her. Because of my dinner I ate tonight, I purged, took 5 diet tablets, and went for a run, and it still doesnt feel enough, and now I have ana screaming at me because I broke a rule, I need to obey her not everyone else...and I cant do that because people are interfering..I feel like I am going mad.
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