my boyfriend says he is here for me no matter what, but i dont want anything to do with him, not because of himself, but because i dont want him toucing me. I feel terrible because i know a 18 year old guy wants to mess around all the time, but I HATE my body right now and am still eating to keep myself healty enough to stay in scool, althoug I am struggling... but he is getting frustrated and I am too. I told him i am just hating the way I look and feel right now and having a hard time but says he's there for me but then asks to turn out the lights and cuddle! WTF, hes the best i've had but i just question if i am being fair and deserve/can have a bf at the momen. On te plus it gets me to be more social which i need bc of my depression but minus its all about excuses when he wants to come over... HELP?!
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