I think anyone that suffers with an eating disorder must have this. I've been doing alot of research on it and it's fits me to a "T". My therapist mentioned it to me and WOW it is something else. I HATE my body, always have always will. When I was at the peak of my bulima/anorexia I was down to a size 7 which at almost 5'8" was very thin but I ALWAYS felt fat. I wanted to be in a 5. Well, now I'm older and have put weight on after a baby and turning 30 but it's getting worse. I can't stand the way I feel in my own skin. I'm a cyclist and average 250+ miles a week watch what I eat and still hate the way I look. I'm in a size 12 and it's killing me. I know I should be greatful for my health and I could have alot worse things but isn't it such a HORRIBLE thing to look in the mirror everyday and HATE what you see?
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