Eating Disorders Support Group
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ok so i wrote a journal entry, if you could please read and give me advice or anything there is a concerning bit in there that i am a bit worried about.
thanks, CrimsonTears.
thanks, CrimsonTears.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
1. That you think this is a good idea in the first place.
2. That you say you LOVE this new way to get rid of your food.
3. The blood. (You can scratch your throat, you can abrade your throat, you can eventually get what's known as a Mallory-Weiss Tear.)
Since you're already in therapy, I suggest bringing this whole thing up to your therapist immediately.
I'm not going to criticize you for "loving" the feeling. God knows, most of us do when we start. But then it shifts, the disorder takes control - and all you will EVER be thinking about is when you can binge and when you can purge. This idea you have that you can only do it when you really feel like it is what traps many of us.
I don't know what to say...because I remember your past posts. You seem to be driving yourself toward this, have been for awhile. It is concerning to me, and I sincerely hope that you can look at what is going on with new eyes and start striving toward recovery.
Destroying your life in pursuit of a number is not worth it.
Please take care of yourself.