Ok I need advice. Maybe you can even tell me if I am operating in a rational frame of mind. This month is my birthday month. YAY ME :-(. Don't get me wrong I am happy to have friends and family that want to celebrate with me..its just everyone that has taken me out so far has gotten me a cake or some type of sweet. Maybe this shouldnt bother me, but I am at the highest weight I have beensince treatment and I have just started liftingweights to tone up. I guess I need to know is it normal to be scared to eat all that cake. I think about it and I can almost feel it packing on the pounds. Ok that last part may not be totally rational but this is where my mind is...does any of this make any sense?
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