I guess I'm just curious to know if anyone else does this. I B/P for hours every night. I don't even know what a normal night is anymore besides doing this. I binge...then purge ...just to go back and continue to binge. it can go on for hours. What the hell is wrong with me??? I know the evenings are the worst in terms of my feelings of depression and loneliness. I'm most likely trying to numb myself out for these hours because feeling those feelings doesn't feel safe for me at all. I'm cared of how intense my B/P is.
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