i did it again. it seems like the same story every night. its like i get home from work and all i do is binge on everything and anything i can find. i didnt purge but i cant stop eating. i know a lot of it is my epilepsy medication (well im telling myself that, truth is ive always binged when iam stressed) even my mom said something to me this weekend about "you better watch how your eating, you dont want to blow up and get huge" i know deep down im not but its just not what i see. i try so hard not to do it but the more stressed i get the more i eat. im sorry i just had to get this off my chest. i almost finished a whole bag of ruffles in one sitting then got up and had a piece of peanut butter pie. i just dont know what to do.
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