I have been binge free for about two weeks now and I am very happy but I feel like I think about it much more and just try to push it out of my mind. I need to lose the extra weight. I just lose weight better purging. I know its bad but I have been bulimic for 6 years now 16-22 and its just my secret and I think it always will be. It is just such a relief to have that food out of my body. I dont want to purge but I do. Does that make sense? Being on DS has helped alot and once school starts im scared I'll just go back to old ways again.
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