Makes me want to disappear. makes me want a hurricane to hit the beach so I wont have to go. I am going to embarrass my boyfriend and everyone around me. What if I binge on this trip and I wont have anyone to talk to? What if I just end up b/ping? I dont want to be unhealthy again. I want to move on and keep going. But what if this trip ruins everything for me. What if when I see myself in pics I want to b/p?
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