Well i have been going off and on between bulimia and anorexia for 4 years now. I have had times inbetween that i was fine and ate prefectly ok.Well for a few months i was doing ok again not toatlly better but som what. For the last week or two i have totally stopped eating again and if i did eat i would purge. I just wish i could get better all the way not just for a short bit of time.Plus lately things have gotten worse around me and it seems like i will never get better at all.
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