My disease started two years ago. I was prescribed adderall and often found myself taking around 75-100 mg's a day. I noticed how not eating made me look and feel better. Coming off of it i decided i was gonna restrict my eating. It got so severe i went 10-14 days without eating. Then i would binge and put on up to 30 pounds in a week. Then would begin the cycle again. Its funny ironically, I dont even recall how it happened. I am a 22/m straight and if you saw me you honestly would never expect it. I would hide from friends, makin up excuses to avoid everyone. I want you to know it reals and i feel so much pain and compassion for anyone who suffers from it. See this is the part where i give some advice on how to recover from such a thing. But thats the thing.. even though i have found the courage to discuss this with loved ones, i still suffer from it... One day i hope to be comfortable with admitting it but i havent found the courage. I just want to say i understand anyone who might come on here and relate to what im saying.
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