its slightly random i know but i was up at 2am this monring after not being able to sleep and i baked cakes! but the problem is i wont eat them i just needed to do it. and i dont know why, i know that i wont eat them, and i didnt eat them. my mum and sister took some, i sent soem to my neighbour as shes not well and my community nurse and care co-oridnator had some this morning. but why did i have to do it1 i know noone can answer it. its just stupid. i seem to be able to make food for other people bu i cant eat it1 is this normal. i seem to want to be around food, yet at the same time the thought of it makes me feel really horrible. its like at the youth clubs that i help run, i have to do the tuck shop! i dnt understand it at all. can n e one help at all?
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