Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I feel like a total screw up. Like nothing I do is right. Thats part of what started my ED and the other part was an old boyfriend that always told me I was fat.I know now that I wasn't I only weighed 115 back then. Now I am fat...not focusing on my weight....or at least not trying to. But I am just feeling so bummed like I screwed everything up. I was at the hospital when my daughter was hurt(going to court to fry that SOB). I feel like I have let her down, and by letting her down, I let my husband down. We are behind on bills and bill collectors have been harrassing us. I am just so stressed which is bad for my MS not just my ED...I used to starve myself when I was stressed and now I find myself doing that again.I havn't started the b/p but I am scared that I will fall back into again, or is it just the depression and feelings of guilt.
I also fell like screaming my head off and crying at the same time. Does anyone else get this feeling? I am so confused and scared right now.I have done so great the last 16 or so years why now.....
thanks for listening to me
hugs
Morgaine
I also fell like screaming my head off and crying at the same time. Does anyone else get this feeling? I am so confused and scared right now.I have done so great the last 16 or so years why now.....
thanks for listening to me
hugs
Morgaine
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I don't know what happened to your daughter, it's horrible when our kids get hurt, but you are NOT responsible for it!!
If you feel like crying, go for it. It might help you feel clamer. Sorry you feel so bad, HUGS
I did break down and cry, went out side and balled like a baby.