Having a bad day. I swing between being what i guess you'd call anorexc, i restrict my calories alot, and bulimic and today had some rough fights with my husband and bulimia has reared it's ugly head three times, so i just feel really ashamed and low and crappy. I know restricting is really bad and really emotionally and physically awful but at leasrt i can deal with it so much more than binge and purgeing, it's just such a bad place for me, even though i'm not 'in control' when i restrict, at least i feel like I am, with bulimia, i feel a mess. Guess i just need some kind words to make me feel better....
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