here i am again. bulimic AGAIN. throwing up every day AGAIN. all i can think about is my weight and how to get rid of it. i hate my body. i have been depressed lately, not doing my schoolwork. i am not this person! i am happy, carefree.....or at least i was for the year or so that i stopped throwing up. and as i write about all of this, i know i am not going to stop. not today and not tomorrow.
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