I have considered myself anorexic for over a month now and before I struggled with binge eating almost my entire life. I basically would eat between 200 and 500 calories a day if I ate at all. The past few days I have been eating really badly like pizza. I have gained about 6 lbs in 2 days. I had lost 25 lbs. I feel sick about it. I want to go back to not eating but all the sudden I have this enormous appetite and want to eat constantly. I don't seem able to eat healthy the past few days. There is no happy medium with me. I am angry that I have gained this weight back. One of my problems is i have to lose 65 lbs to fit into my wedding dress that I bought years ago. I am getting married in 14 months. I didn't become anorexic on purpose. It all started with medication side effects then became an obsession with the ability to now control my food. I'm still under eating but eating more and making bad choices that is causing me to gain weight. I am beyond stressed about it. I needed to vent to others that have been in my shoes. Thanks for reading!
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