Hey everyone, I hope you're all doing good. I'm sure a lot of us do this, I wanted to see what everybody had to say about it. Right now i'm avoiding everybody until i lose 4 more pounds. (of course I've been b/p like crazy so its been about a month!) I was suppose to go to dinner with a friend but i cant. For one, I dont want them to know i gained weight, and i'm trying to restrict as much as possible instead of b/p but i just know that if i go to a restaurant i wont be able to control myself and will eat everything. So yes, then i could purge but im so sick and tired of it!!! Im so physically worn out. So i canceled twice, with stupid reasons, and am avoiding answering the phone all together. I'd also like to see another old friend but i wont let myself until im "thin". I'm just feeling disgusted that i hide away b/c i dont want people to think im fat. Do you guys identify? Thanks and good luck.
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