I have periods of time (more recerntly then in the past) that I feel that I do not deserve to eat. I feel that I do not deserve the food and nutriance... Sometimes I feel that I am killing what I am eating- no matter if it be fruit, eating meat or drinking water. I can debate about it for hours- Do I deserve the food? Am I worth killing the food... I get to where I struggle to eat in front of others. I have so much shame- that I should not be eating and then to eat in front of people and make it public that I am killing another living animal. ******** IS this thinking that goes along with anorexia and other eating disorders?? Any help suggestions... would be greatly appreciated.
Posts You May Be Interested In