I thought i got rid of my ED for good. but i gained so much weight because of a bipolar medication i was taking. i was trying for a while to try to lose the weight a healthy way. i lost a few pounds. but then I gained it back. i started restricting and then i wasn't eating at all. then i get so hungry i eat until my stomach is hurting soooo bad. then i don't have a choice. i go purge. i dunno what to do. ED is telling me to stay on this track. but another part of me just wants 2 say no. ED wins the battle each time. any advice would be welcomed.
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