I felt inspired by another post to write a poem about how i am feeling today.




Home again...

I succumb to the lonliness that eats me away

Voices running through my head

They never stop...they tell me im nothing, I am worthless; i'm just a fat girl who cant be loved

I give in....another bad day.

I know its over after one bite.

As much as i consume...its never enough.

Im left sick and revolted...the pain runs through me like blood.

Guilt, shame... Ive been fooled yet again.

I sit and wait...nothing i can do now,

But hope tomorrow won't be the same