Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I felt inspired by another post to write a poem about how i am feeling today.
Home again...
I succumb to the lonliness that eats me away
Voices running through my head
They never stop...they tell me im nothing, I am worthless; i'm just a fat girl who cant be loved
I give in....another bad day.
I know its over after one bite.
As much as i consume...its never enough.
Im left sick and revolted...the pain runs through me like blood.
Guilt, shame... Ive been fooled yet again.
I sit and wait...nothing i can do now,
But hope tomorrow won't be the same
Home again...
I succumb to the lonliness that eats me away
Voices running through my head
They never stop...they tell me im nothing, I am worthless; i'm just a fat girl who cant be loved
I give in....another bad day.
I know its over after one bite.
As much as i consume...its never enough.
Im left sick and revolted...the pain runs through me like blood.
Guilt, shame... Ive been fooled yet again.
I sit and wait...nothing i can do now,
But hope tomorrow won't be the same
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know how you feel xoxo
deleted_user
thats beautifull... writing for me is the one constructive power i have over my e.d, hold onto it..and allways have faith in tomorrow. xxx
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
