Since I still have another two weeks before i get to see my therapist again, i have been trying to figure out why i am doing everything i am doing. I eat every meal knowing i am going to throw up....why it seem so crazy. why can't i get back to eating healthy and working out in a healthy way. sometimes i know why i am throwing up...after a bad day, or getting in a fight. the only time i don't do it now is when i can't when i am around other people and can't get away. i just feel lazy and weak, because after talking to other people on here i feel guilty....my problems are nothing compared to what other people are going through....i feel so badly for what people here are going through, maybe i just need to quit being a lazy wimp and quit feeling sorry for myself, what is my problem....i should feel fortunate i am blessed to have what i do,a close wonderful family, my parents have been married for 29 years...now i am rambling not making any sense i am sorry...i just can't figure out what is wrong with me
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