Hi..I am new here...and I feel so alone! I was struggling with binging and purging up to a few months ago, and now I am really restricting, but not really losing that much weight..I am stressed out and upset about a lot of things...because of the bulimia my parents wouldn't allow me to go off to college...so I'm sitting here today watching all of my friends leave while I'm going to a local community college and staying home...I am so confused, part of me thinks I'm losing weight, but I don't know what to believe...everything is "distorted" or so they say...I am so confused..I don't know what to trust...My parents don't understand at all...I need support!! and advice...I am just so down all the time..I feel like I was depressed when I was underwegiht, and then when I was overweight too..so i might as well be thin if i'm going to be depressed either way?..my strange logic! I just want to be happy...and loved and cared about!
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