ok well its been a month since i stoped throwing up..i gaing 5 pounds..:( i mean my doctor said its good but i hate it..well yesterday i went shopping :( and it killed me..ah like i would look in the mirror and CRY..i look so fat..but yet im waeing like 6 sizes smaller then what i use to wear whne i was happy before my fiancee died...i just caint keep putting belts on all my clothes and now im starting to eat less and less again..then when i try to eat i feel sick..and wanna get sick i dont wanna go back to that place..i know i can do it i just need way to do it..what can i do?
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