dont worry bout the moaning!!
if u have a therapist or sum1 u can talk to like a doctor explain ur worries to them
perhaps ur not relating to ur feelings as much as u think u are,what i mean is ur using food as a way to coe,i do that to(my sister died last year)but sometimes i can manage to cry which is really good for ya!
i once had a full day where i just stayed in my room all day playing ALL the songs i used to listen to wiv my sister(all like whitney houston and stuff)and just cied soo much,by the end of the day i was emotionally knackered but i felt so gud as i litereally felt like i let it all out!!
u shud really try it!!!xxxxxxxx

you should be proud of yourself for lasting two weeks, you know you can do it. think of all the good things about your brother not the negative that he's not here keep his memeory alive by focusing on the positive things,like how he made you laugh,his smile etc. i know it's hard but if you stay focused you can do it,take care xoxo

I know how you feel, i went a year without purging but my mum got sick last may and eversince then i cant stop, i feel like a failure too but ive realised it cfouldnt be helped, your not a failure, i hope you feel better soon

Don't be sorry and you're not moaning. It's what we're all here for - to support eachother.
Don't see this as the end of getting better. Two weeks is not rubbish, it is a real achievement and you should be proud.
Don't beat yourself up about slipping, just pick yourself up and carry on. See this as just a bump in the road, not a roadblock.
I'm sorry about your brother, maybe letting yourself think about how much you miss him will help. It'll be hard, but better than trying to block it out with ed.
I hope you find a way through it all. xxxx

Your eating disorder will have a habit of raising its ugly head when you're under stress, and it's good you've made that link. Took me years ....
I don't know about advice, but I can say it's normal, well, as normal as anything is when it's related to ed.
Stay strong, and if you have an occasional bad day, don't beat yourself up. You have enough on your plate coping with your memories and your exams.

The fact that you went TWO WEEKS without a binge says something right there. That's amazing, girlfriend!

I'm pretty sure you understand that stress and tragedy triggers your bingeing. Use that knowledge to your advantage, and when you feel down, confront it head-on. Mourn your brother's death, not by bingeing, but by drawing a picture or writing him a letter. Instead of bingeing to deal with the stress of exams, study by writing notecards and talking to others about their notes. Remember that food is energy, and not a drug to cope with the hard things in life.
/hugs I know you will get back on track. Don't get down on yourself- you went two weeks without and that is a huge victory.

Thankyou so much all of you....:)

You are going through a difficult time right now. There are always those anniversaries that trigger us. So don't beat yourself up. You are doing the best you can and it is fantastic that you went 2 weeks without binging and purging. Make tomorrow day 1 of the next 2 weeks or even more.

My moods getting worse but I'm trying not to use food and to just cry it out, which isnt always appropriate in a boarding house lol