I have the best control over my bullimic tendencies when I can control what I'm eating. If I eat good foods, exercise, and get a healthy about of calories I am usually in control. It's when I eat junky food that I start to lose it and binge and purge. The hardest is when I am at work. I work around tons of horrible fatty foods and the cooks often make me try new foods. Last week they made me eat a bunch of popcorn shrimp and I went crazy and started binging and making myself throw up when I got home. And I had been doing so well an entire week before that! How can I let them know that I seriously should not be eating the food? I dread work because of this!
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