I have had anorexia with ednos over 26 years and I am attempting recovery again and can not really find a doctor to help. I am very under weight and I want a healthy body again. I have to come out of starvation mode but I am not sure what to eat. My husband wants to take me to Red Lobster and I am scared to death. I have avoided going out to eat and lunch for 16 months. I wish I could hit the triple digits and get over this. I will be 40 in January and can not believe I let stress bring me back to my disorder.It has not made me financial better or brought me friends just misery.
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